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Saturday, March 15, 2008

Seriously, i better stop playing soccer for a while.
I've been playing non-stop!
DAMN!! how addicted i am!

I've gotta rest! ( Somehow )
I'm draining all the energy i've got man!!
AND i feel so weak....

stamina decreasing cause im just too tired.
Not enough sleep, cause i wake up early in the morning to play soccer.

AND HOW I MISS THE OLD TIMES.
Playing GAMEBOY advance sp, playing pokemon.
train the pokemon, fight, battle, capture.
I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO into pokemon larh!!

Iwant my GBA back!!
i lost it somewhere.
sigh.

AND AND AND, tmorrow which is sunday, im gonna help clean the house.
im sooo gonna do it.
But first play soccer at unity primary.
then lepak, then go home.
Rest for a while, then help with my mom.
Not gonna go out with Dearie for a while.
Gonna spend time with my family, which i rarely do.

missing you @
7:34 AM

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Latest news on myself :

So called " broke my nose "
Pulled the lower back of my quadriceps ( hamstring )
My nose is red. rudolf ehs?
Body aching due to gym.

So thts all i guess. We lost the game.

But we fought REALLY hard. We were the one controlling the game, but we still lose.

Their goals were lucky. Due to the field i guess.

But i dont really care bout the pitch, just play.

Was quite surprised zahrul didnt play. so i took over his place.

And u dont ever wanna feel when i was in the pitch at the last few minutes.

I was gasping for air, like its my last breath. Feel like im going to die.

Nathan and I was very tired.

Run here, run there. And i lost control of myself when pushing the guy from going through.

Very tired, cant think properly. Luckily there's no foul.

It was inside the penalty box. PHEW!!

KK, thts for yesterday ( friday )

For today.

Went to POSB.

Go gym with zul.

Lepak with Amirul.

Then go home.

Then thts all!!

haha!!

There's truth in your lies.

doubt in your faith.

what you;ve built lay to waste.

missing you @
5:23 AM

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

FIR!!! Wake Up DUDE!!! ( ME )
Your life is slackening dude!
gotta wake up and catch up with your life!

slackening in soccer.
i dont want to go through this again man!
joseph took my place, JUST LIKE THT.
did badly for training, and joseph took me place.
i'm dropping in the worst state man!!

I'm sick for today.
played a game, and i tink the worst player ever!

and tend to get tired every now and then.
i know why.
and i got loads of things ive been hiding.
hiding from my friends, my family, my girlfriend.

too much! see, i exposed my self secret.
whatever tht is!

And birthday is coming, people are acting OBVIOUSLY suspicious.
im a person who can detect, jgn maen2!!
i trick my SAYANG into telling who she planned my birthday with.
wakakaakakak!

and im starting to blog. so thts kinda cool.

and im gonna train hard for the NATIONALS!!!!!
Train my STAMINA and STRENGTH.
when PREPARATION meets OPPORTUNITIES.

im gonna kick either zahrul or joseph ass out of the first 11 !!!!!!!
i dont care who u are!
In terms of STRENGTH, im gonna beat you!
In terms of ENDURANCE, im gonna beat you !
In terms of SKILL, im gonna beat you!
In terms of MENTALITY, im gonna beat you!
In terms of EVERYTING!!!!!!, im still gonna beat you! ( except for my height )

You take away, if i give in,
My life, my pride is broken.
You like to think u're nver wrong, u live what u've learn.
You have to act like u're someone, u live what u've learn.
You want someone to hurt like you, u live what u've learn.
You wanna share what u've been through, JUST LIVE WHAT U'VE LEARN.

missing you @
5:12 AM

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Every love song makes me cry,

Because every love song reminds me of you.

Love is like playing the piano,

First you must learn to play by the rules,

Then you forget the rules and play by your heart.

Sometimes i wonder, if life is really worth it,

Then I look at your smile and i know it is.

Never frown when u're sad,

Because u never know who is falling in lve with your smile.

No person is worth your tears,

And the one who is wont make you cry.

To the world you may be one person,

But to one person,

You may be the world.

Sometimes,

someone can say something small,

that can fit into a big empty space in your heart.

If you love someone,

Dont put their name in a heart,

but put it in a circle.

A heart can be broken,

but a circle goes on forever.

If i could hold a star for everytime u make me smile,

i would have the whole night sky in the palms of my hand.

Some people say you fall in love ONCE,

But everytime i hear your voice,

i fall in love all over again.

Anyone can catch your eye,

but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

You know u're in love,

when the hardest thing to do is to say goodbye.

If you cant get someone out of your head,

then maybe they are supposed to be there.

LOVING YOU IS LIKE BREATHING.

HOW CAN I STOP?

I'm jealous of every guy that has ever hugged you,

because for one moment,

they had my whole world in their arms.

I believe in love like i belive in God.

You cant touch it, you cant see it,

but you can feel its presence.

When i see her,

i get a sick feeling in my stomach,

but its the sick feeling i love to feel.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,

but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly.

The spaces between your fingers,

were made so another person could fill them.

One day, i caught myself smiling for no reason,

Then i realize i was thinking of you.

Meeting you was fate,

becoming your friend was a choice,

but falling in love with was beyond my control.

I was matching a star to each thing i love bout you,

i was doing great until i ran out of stars.

The shortest word i know is " I ",

The sweetest word i know is " LOVE ",

And the one i'll never forget is " YOU ".

In a room full of people,

u're the one who i always look for.

I WANT TO BE THE REASON YOU SMILE.

This was all for you =)

missing you @
7:21 AM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

You notice the date on the pic is the same as today's date number?

Aniwae, sayang i'm really sorry that i had to celebrate our monthsary quite late.

i'm busy with things and all.

i've got so little time for you.

but, i've always try to find time for you.

well, this post is dedicated you!

Music + Lyrics

Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye

I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

And Dearest, We've been through thick and thin.

Benefit from the goods, learn fromt the bad.

And i'm truly sorry if i've hurt you in any way.

Whatever i've sacrifice in this relationship,

It wasnt for You, but it was for US.

Happy 8th monthsary. =)

missing you @
5:10 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008

This poST here is more about those annoying kids

who come to school wearing black-THICK eyeliners and bleeding arms,

crying about how much their life sucks

when we all know they just want attention.

Those kids who go from hot pink T-shirts to thick eyelinner smeared in tears over night.

I mean REALLY how pathetic can a person get?

And thats why emo sucks!

all they ever do is cry.

hahahaha i've been told emo songs are deep,

which translates into really weak!!!!!

all they ever do is cry, did something get caught in their eyes?

i just can't understand it all,

even i don't always bawl..

EMO SUCKS!

THEY SUCKS! YOU SUCK!

AND I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE!

missing you @
7:25 PM

This post is for yesterday's.

For 1 week i was sick!
And i forced myself to drag through the day.
Yesterday, i slept at 8pm and woke up at 3am.
i was really sick and took 2 paracetamol.
recommended only one, but took two to be sure.
so i will be feeling quite well for the friendly match.
it did sort of work. but only last for a while?
during the match the sickness came back.
and i had to struggle through the game.
by the way i play the game, u already know im really not doing well.
sick mahs! so poor performance.

and after the match, i slept for a while.
then off to home!

Post for Today.

I'm not sick animore! YAY!!
alhamdullilah.
it was quite normal for today.
after school played soccer.
and went back to school for jersey.
and we got two jerseys.
And and and and guess what!!!!
both of the jerseys are of the same number, and size too!!
cool aint it?
24 and 24.
picked the last number.
i prefer huge numbers than small numbers.
thought surely could take 32,
but, the limit is only 24.
and went home straight.
and slept after reached home.
cause need rest for night gym-ing.
zul only came.

but still we got to workout.
and it was quite intense!
seriously! my left and right shoulder are aching right now.
sharp pain seh!
but what they always say,
NO PAIN NO GAIN!
so yea.
then sit at Limbang park for a while. the chow back home.
basically that all larh.

And sweetie,
You'll look and smell great no matter how much u tink u're ugly or smelly you are!
Cause sweetie,
You have always looked good.
And sweetie,
Aou have always smell great even without perfume.

AND THAT'S HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE TO ME. =)

missing you @
7:02 AM