INHOSYIQFIR

2008-03-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i better stop playing soccer for a while.
I've been playing non-stop!
DAMN!! how addicted i am!

I've gotta rest! ( Somehow )
I'm draining all the energy i've got man!!
AND i feel so weak....

stamina decreasing cause im just too tired.
Not enough sleep, cause i wake up early in the morning to play soccer.

AND HOW I MISS THE OLD TIMES.
Playing GAMEBOY advance sp, playing pokemon.
train the pokemon, fight, battle, capture.
I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO into pokemon larh!!

Iwant my GBA back!!
i lost it somewhere.
sigh.

AND AND AND, tmorrow which is sunday, im gonna help clean the house.
im sooo gonna do it.
But first play soccer at unity primary.
then lepak, then go home.
Rest for a while, then help with my mom.
Not gonna go out with Dearie for a while.
Gonna spend time with my family, which i rarely do.

2008-03-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

Love poem.

2008-02-28T07:21:00.000-08:00

Every love song makes me cry,

Because every love song reminds me of you.

Love is like playing the piano,

First you must learn to play by the rules,

Then you forget the rules and play by your heart.

Sometimes i wonder, if life is really worth it,

Then I look at your smile and i know it is.

Never frown when u're sad,

Because u never know who is falling in lve with your smile.

No person is worth your tears,

And the one who is wont make you cry.

To the world you may be one person,

But to one person,

You may be the world.

Sometimes,

someone can say something small,

that can fit into a big empty space in your heart.

If you love someone,

Dont put their name in a heart,

but put it in a circle.

A heart can be broken,

but a circle goes on forever.

If i could hold a star for everytime u make me smile,

i would have the whole night sky in the palms of my hand.

Some people say you fall in love ONCE,

But everytime i hear your voice,

i fall in love all over again.

Anyone can catch your eye,

but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

You know u're in love,

when the hardest thing to do is to say goodbye.

If you cant get someone out of your head,

then maybe they are supposed to be there.

LOVING YOU IS LIKE BREATHING.

HOW CAN I STOP?

I'm jealous of every guy that has ever hugged you,

because for one moment,

they had my whole world in their arms.

I believe in love like i belive in God.

You cant touch it, you cant see it,

but you can feel its presence.

When i see her,

i get a sick feeling in my stomach,

but its the sick feeling i love to feel.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,

but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly.

The spaces between your fingers,

were made so another person could fill them.

One day, i caught myself smiling for no reason,

Then i realize i was thinking of you.

Meeting you was fate,

becoming your friend was a choice,

but falling in love with was beyond my control.

I was matching a star to each thing i love bout you,

i was doing great until i ran out of stars.

The shortest word i know is " I ",

The sweetest word i know is " LOVE ",

And the one i'll never forget is " YOU ".

In a room full of people,

u're the one who i always look for.

I WANT TO BE THE REASON YOU SMILE.

This was all for you =)

2008-01-30T05:10:00.000-08:00

You notice the date on the pic is the same as today's date number?

Aniwae, sayang i'm really sorry that i had to celebrate our monthsary quite late.

i'm busy with things and all.

i've got so little time for you.

but, i've always try to find time for you.

well, this post is dedicated you!

Music + Lyrics

Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye

I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

And Dearest, We've been through thick and thin.

Benefit from the goods, learn fromt the bad.

And i'm truly sorry if i've hurt you in any way.

Whatever i've sacrifice in this relationship,

It wasnt for You, but it was for US.

Happy 8th monthsary. =)

EMO SUCKS FOR LIFE!

2008-01-18T19:25:00.000-08:00

This poST here is more about those annoying kids

who come to school wearing black-THICK eyeliners and bleeding arms,

crying about how much their life sucks

when we all know they just want attention.

Those kids who go from hot pink T-shirts to thick eyelinner smeared in tears over night.

I mean REALLY how pathetic can a person get?

And thats why emo sucks!

all they ever do is cry.

hahahaha i've been told emo songs are deep,

which translates into really weak!!!!!

all they ever do is cry, did something get caught in their eyes?

i just can't understand it all,

even i don't always bawl..

EMO SUCKS!

THEY SUCKS! YOU SUCK!

AND I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE!

2008-01-18T07:02:00.000-08:00

This post is for yesterday's.

For 1 week i was sick!
And i forced myself to drag through the day.
Yesterday, i slept at 8pm and woke up at 3am.
i was really sick and took 2 paracetamol.
recommended only one, but took two to be sure.
so i will be feeling quite well for the friendly match.
it did sort of work. but only last for a while?
during the match the sickness came back.
and i had to struggle through the game.
by the way i play the game, u already know im really not doing well.
sick mahs! so poor performance.

and after the match, i slept for a while.
then off to home!

Post for Today.

I'm not sick animore! YAY!!
alhamdullilah.
it was quite normal for today.
after school played soccer.
and went back to school for jersey.
and we got two jerseys.
And and and and guess what!!!!
both of the jerseys are of the same number, and size too!!
cool aint it?
24 and 24.
picked the last number.
i prefer huge numbers than small numbers.
thought surely could take 32,
but, the limit is only 24.
and went home straight.
and slept after reached home.
cause need rest for night gym-ing.
zul only came.

but still we got to workout.
and it was quite intense!
seriously! my left and right shoulder are aching right now.
sharp pain seh!
but what they always say,
NO PAIN NO GAIN!
so yea.
then sit at Limbang park for a while. the chow back home.
basically that all larh.

And sweetie,
You'll look and smell great no matter how much u tink u're ugly or smelly you are!
Cause sweetie,
You have always looked good.
And sweetie,
Aou have always smell great even without perfume.

AND THAT'S HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE TO ME. =)

2008-01-13T04:49:00.000-08:00

DIMITAR BERBATOV.

DONT YOU EVER LEAVE TOTTENHAM!!

THE BEST STRIKER IN THE PREMIER LEAGUE!

MAN U, ARSENAL, CHELSEA, LIVERPOOL GO SUCK BALLS!

HAHAH!

2008-01-11T03:07:00.001-08:00

Today, started the way i didnt want to.
it was all wrong. i was expecting the normal stuffs.
woke up, and felt really really sick.
went to school with a stoned face.

sick the whole day, and now too.
slept in maths class for awhile.
then after school went home and took soccer ball and headed for limbang park.
played soccer, cant really concentrate on wht i was really doing.
went to school back for training.

before playing a 2 aside game.
nathan talked to me. he was expecting more from me.
cause since last training, i didnt really played well. all went wrong.
i gave an excuse because i was too tired.
he rejected the excuse.
but its really because of me not having enough energy to concentrate.
the whole holiday, NO REST!
soccer, training, gym, syiqin and fitness, all occupied my holidays.

when school starts, my brain had to work really hard seh.

ouh and sayang, please be home before maghrib.
i dont know why the hell u were at phoenix.
wanted to pick you up but too far and im not feeling well.
promise is a promise okay sweetie?
i dont care if you're carrying tht heavy guitar,
all i ask is for you to be back b4 maghrib.
be honest too when i ask.

i know tht somehow or someway i may be controlling your life,
but sometimes is for the good not the bad.
i've experienced life more than you,
so i know whats happening around.

i dont want any incidents to happen.
Hope i dont ask for too much.

CHOWS AMIGOS!!

-JOHNY JACKO
remember the name. =)

waiting for the sky to fall,
waiting for a sign.
where we are, is yet too far.
YOU'RE FALLING BACK TO ME,
AS FAR AS I CAN SEE.
i know you're out there, somewhere out there
YOU'RE FALLING OUT OF REACH,
DEFYING GRAVITY.

2008-01-10T06:25:00.000-08:00

hey!
Atleast im updating.
isnt tht good to see?
nyaha!
eh seriously lah peeps, I REALLY LOVE MY BLOGSKIN.
somehow, it really makes me "cair" (melt) =D
pink and green combination, add a lil white, FOO!
it defines the beauty of it.
Maybe gonna stick with this skin for quite a time.

okok. so update bout today.
hmm. i woke up with darn swollen eyes.
meet SAYANG. went to school together.
decide to walk the other way than taking the bridge.
cause climbing the stairs really tiring luh seh!
got lots of time when reached canteen. got to eat something, ATLEAST.

i really love english class!
you get to score points for reading aloud, answering questions OR give a good question.
the person with the most points get something at the end of the month,
ahmad top the class.
im in second!

BASKETS my classmate!
Mabel is responsible for collecting points. yesterday i got 13. i answered bout 2 questions and she calculate my total points is 14?!
dasyat luh seh.
SIQ and AHMAD Kurang hajar luh seh!!
lied to the teacher tht ive answered 3 questions.
( 3 points is the limit the person can score per day.)
fuming mad ah!
i was like yelling tht i still have one more point to score.
lost my voice for a while. haha!!
cool ah beb.

after school went home, take soccerball and meet the others at limbang mac.
then go to function hall and play.
after tht went to school. for some things on soccer.
WE'RE using NIKE balls luh seh!! nike rock ah!

ouh and, EHEM EHEM!!
on the 15th and 17th, we got a friendly match.
so those who are free. please come down and support the kranji soccer team!
chant my name ok? haha!!

AND SYG, DONT LEAVE ME!!!

ouh dudes and babes out there, please ignore the date.
its one day late i tink.

CHOWS!!

- JOHNY JACKO
remember the name!

2008-01-05T20:27:00.000-08:00

NUR ASYIQIN BTE MOHAMMAD SALLEH,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

You ARE special sayang.

Dont say ure not!

If u werent born,

and if we nvr met,

I dont think i get to feel TRUE LOVE.

your friends are very lucky to have you around.

your parents bought you an elctric guitar, an advanced bdae gift.

your friends are goin to celebrate your bdae on monday.

how good is tht?

u see, u ARE special.

Remember, u're 14. still plenty of time to discover new things.

Go out and do something different. something new.

something worth the while. ok?

before i go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUH SEH!!

MWUAHS! ILOVEYOU!

2008-01-03T05:13:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.
i'm here to update bout the recent incident tht happened on eiqa blog.
blog-hopped to her blog. then saw some peeps spamming.
some fighting back. and some blaming on others.

Just today, date 03/01/08 we went to techno hub 1 to do our survey.
yesterday, we nver did. we had to go to techno hub 2, but there were no teacher.
we didnt know we had to do it all by ourselves. we had to wait outside. so we nvr did step into techno hub 2.

when we took survey, i went to SYIQY's blog, then hopped to EIQA's blog, since she likes kaka. nothing to do mahs. so went there, and saw the tagboard. huge fight huh. told my friends bout it.

we were slightly disturbed by the tag from "SOMEBODY"

letme ask this "somebody" some questions.

Why did you ever blamed it on firdaus isnin?
What makes you think its him?
Why did you blame the gang too?
Do you have proved it was us who did it?

C'mon "somebody", Firdaus Isnin already have a Girlfriend.

Why must she disturbed Eiqa? When he only have time to layan his girlfriend than disturbing people?

Just show yourself.

No hard feelings okay?

Hope you guys undertand us alright?

We dont want to take the blame. if we had to.

what to do right??

all these are 100% truth.

NO LIES.

See ya guys!

work

2007-11-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey!
Just got back from work. damn tired.
In a while maybe goin to cuz's house. if i'm too tired, mabe i wont go.
today, evrybody did badly for work. cnt complain, pasir ris is a bad place to sell things. xD

was given 3 blocks to sell this bookmarks. sold only 5?
reasons?

i spoke to them in english. they replied " i dont know english " fuck u la ass. u replied in english arsehole. tht made me darn mad. just a 2 dollar donation?!
just intro myself, they say NO, wtf?! they are the chinese, MOSTLY. no offence ah chins. they dont do malay dudes. X(
the maid answered my call. after asking bout the donation, she said " no money ". what da hell?! u got paid by your master, and just a 2dollar donation u dont want to donate.

then met all of them at one place. blablalba..

kk, bout this work im working,

you'll want to quit the job, but its a 50 50.

you want to quit because of the work you have to do, TIRING!

but you dont want to, cause of the frens over there. FRIENDLY!

but for me, i'll just work until i get the pay, then quit. most of them want to do tht.

heehee! rock on! \m/

then went home. with halim, huda, fairuz and zul.

i wanted to eat, so i went to the pasar mlm. while zul and fairuz went home.

they had to rush cause zul wanted to meet hudaPIT. fairuz need to reach hme early. so left me and huda and halim.

after buying the food, took the mrt and went home.

then here i am. BLOGGING. and ending the post right now.

And SAYANG, i wont forget you. and i'll always be missing you. =)

Dear God

2007-11-23T03:58:00.000-08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that I was there

Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

There's nothing here for me on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps

and all the shops are closed

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste awayI found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

when hope begins to fade...

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

to hold her when I'm not around

when I'm much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again

Once again

2007-11-22T22:23:00.000-08:00

Syiqy hunie, here's something for you. To let you know i'm still here. We've not been seeing each other for quite a while now. Cant contact you. My internet is down. i'm at my cuz's house.
And hunie, dont go out late at night. no loitering ALONE. and no naughty stuffs okay?
i'm here, blogging to prove i'm still alive.

I miss everything about you
The time we would spend together
And the fun we had together
I miss waking up next to you

You being the first one i see
And thinking nothing can ruin this
I miss wasting my time with you
Being together for no reason but to be together

And wanting to be no where else
I miss you
I miss the things we did
I miss the way i felt
When you were here

I miss your eyes
Your warm and loving gaze
I miss your smile
A memory in my mind

I miss the way you would
Make me laugh
I miss the way I felt
when I was in your arms

I miss your soft touch
Of love we shared
I miss the way I felt
When I was with you

I miss being together
I wanted it to be forever
But now your gone
And no one is there for me

I'll always love you
Forever and always
I grew too attached to you
And now I can't let go

2nd post

2007-11-19T07:54:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey!!
ive been changing blogs. cant seem to stick to one.
haha! just so you know, this will be the final one! nyaha!
Ok, for today, cant seem to pdate much though.

what happened:

1) Someone acting cool, ended up being a fool. he slipped on a pool of water! haha! with someone effect somemore, " oooooo " tkleh angkat babe!. infront of his girlfriend somemore! aisey man!

2) Syqin got paisey-ed. don't know how to spell SIEW MAI. she spelled it as TSUMAI. wakakaka! c'mon la deh

3) Syiqin beating me up with a stick, torturing me, xD

4) Went to Lot 1 and ate LJS.

5) Took 302, wanted to lepak at yew tee.

6) Syiq lost her cellphone. finding phonebooth to call her phone.

Ok! FIR start bloggind dude, not listing some " happened " things.

okok, so so, syg lost her phone. she carelessly droped it in the bus.

then search for phonebooth at block 685. there was none! wtf.

had to go all the way to 669! called, the person, the person said they will wait for me at block 686D. which is near to unity primary. mistaken kranji primary for unity primary. so had to make a u-turn. haha!

So on the way there, dearie got tired, let her rest, while i go retrieve her handphone from the person. it took me 30 minutes to find 686. had to ask. after finding, took me 15 min to find 686D. when i reach, no one was there. expecting tht person to be there. no a single soul i could see. bb8)(&@)(&$!! rounding from 686A to 686D for about 45 minutes. NO REST.

decided to patah alik to 669 and call the person. still the person said he was at blk 686D. but i notice something. when i call, the background is noisy. when i went to 686D, it was very quite, no wind. like haunted like dat.

This time i rounded, but for 30 minutes. then went back to Dearie. soory dear, for making you wait for soooooo long. just wanted to retrieve you HP bck. but too bad.

After tht, went home, kiss gdbye. and im now here ALONE. BLOGGING.
thts all yo. =) peace out!

i'm gonna find you, somehow, somewhere, someday.

2007-11-14T07:06:00.001-08:00

TESTING!!!! chibai